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Depression Sucks
I haven't posted in a couple of weeks. Frankly, I just didn't know what to write. I'm still waiting for the cover design of my latest book, Charlie's Dream, to be sent for my approval. Once that is done it will be posted on Amazon and Barnes & Noble. I will definitely let you know when that happens. I've talked about working on my new book called, Fire Fire You're a Liar, but truth be told, I haven't been able to find my "inspiration" lately. It's fall and the weather has def
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Sep 142 min read


Back to School!
This blog is mostly for Elementary School teachers. Most of you are now back, busy setting up your classrooms and making plans for the year. This is an exciting time for all of you! I hope to add to your excitement by presenting you with an opportunity that will benefit and provide enrichment for your students. Many of you will already know about my book call The Storm, a book about a boy named Oliver who is building a castle out of playdough. His cat likes it too and has use
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Aug 242 min read


Prodigy
Reede Kulmatycki. Remember that name. Reede is a young man who has just published his first sci-fi/fantasy novel and has the sequel on the way. It's called Destiny The Severed Song of Arkan. I've just completed reading it and frankly, I was blown away. The story line is timeless, good against evil. but the plot grabs a hold of you and never lets go even to the last page. In the small village of Kaiyzen on the planet of Arkan, the Kren have invaded to mine the precious crysta
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Aug 172 min read


Fire Fire You're a Liar
I've been thinking a lot about my latest book, called Fire Fire You're a Liar, and wondering about how I'm going to be able to get into the mind of arsonist. I feel that I need to get under his skin, to reveal how he thinks and why he thinks that way. This not to make him more sympathetic but ensure the reader that there is a point of connection that they will understand. I've thought about why he does what he does and have decided on that scenario. Something tragic had to ha
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Aug 101 min read


Spirituality
I consider myself to be a very spiritual person and because I am I feel it is very important to incorporate that into my books. I want my characters to reveal their own spirituality through deep relationships with others and thus with God. In my first book, Please Tell Me Who I Am, Alexis and Kate have a very strong friendship that sustains both girls through their trials. Alexis also had a loving relationship with Mrs. Boucher that held her together and kept her grounded eve
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Aug 32 min read


I'm Stuck
That's right, I'm stuck with knowing what to write in this blog post or, for that matter, what to write in my latest novel. No worries though, as I seldom plan out what to write until I actually sit down to do it. I suppose this is a bit unusual. J. K. Rowling once said that she had it all laid out in her mind what her Harry Potter series was about before she put it down on paper. That's amazing to me. However, there is something to be said for not having a map. It allows you
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Jul 272 min read


Fire Fire You're a Liar
Fire FireYou're a Liar, a sequel to Please Tell Me Who I Am is part of what I call my teenage angst books because they highlight issues that face teens at risk of an emotional crisis. Our current state of mental health is at a critical point as we struggle to find resources to help with depression and anxiety. This is especially so for teens who may believe they can't approach parents and guardians about their issues and therefore tend to rely on friends as their first line o
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Jul 202 min read


New Book Alert!
My Study Guide and Lesson Plans for Use with The Storm has just been released on Amazon! Elementary school teachers are invited to have a look at this manual. If you liked The Storm then you''ll love even more the Lesson Plans that expand on that story. It is a 76 page book filled with both Lesson Plans and 26 accompanying worksheets that support curriculum and provide students with some advanced and interesting learning. It is great for all students, those whose first langua
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Jul 131 min read


The Exquisite Joy of a Granddaughter's Love
Hi everyone! A few weeks ago I gave my 8 year-old granddaughter, Winnie, her copy of The Storm. When I passed it to her, her eyes turned big and round with excitement! She took the book into her hands and immediately turned it over. Her smile grew in intensity when she saw my picture and she exclaimed, "Nana!" Her reaction got even better when I showed Winnie the dedication, made to her, of course. There was no time for me to read it to her, but when her mother, Christy, did
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Jul 62 min read


I'm Reading a Lot
As I wait for the illustrations to be done for Charlie's Dream, and as I wait for my daughter Meaghan to finish the graphics for my Study Guide and Lesson Plans for Use with The Storm, I have been doing little except for reading. I'd like to share a couple of titles that I have enjoyed very much. I just finished a book called Innocent by Erin Kingsley. I can't tell you too much because that would be a spoiler alert, but I can give you the general gist of the novel. A youngish
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Jun 292 min read


Crying Silent Tears
That's what I did, cried silently, as I rode on the bus to work each day in 1998. I was a new teacher back then, full of enthusiasm for my new position as kindergarten teacher. I loved it, but there was a dark side to it all; I had to mask my deepest feelings as I worked to remember all that happened to me as a child. I lost my job due to these feelings, something that will always be a deep regret for me. All that didn't stop me though. I continued in therapy and decided to w
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Jun 222 min read


It's Magic!
Yes, it is magic that you meet when you read Trees of the Lew. In a fantasy world where tree spirits roam free and speak, sometimes, in riddles and rhymes, the magic that happens is really what happens on the inside of all of us. I wanted to write a book that could reach out to all, rich in the inviting role of spirituality in everyone. This isn't about religion; this is about reaching deeply into one's soul to find out what's there. What you find is the human condition - nee
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Jun 152 min read


Reading for the Soul
If you want to be a good writer be an avid reader. Reading an author's perspective on the world expands your own. New vocabulary also expands yours and you can be more descriptive using specific words for things. That's how I morphed from being a reader to a writer. Even if writing is not your thing, reading enriches your world view. There is just something very soothing about reading a good book. I was a very avid reader even as a young child. I taught myself to read before
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Jun 82 min read


A Book Just for Teachers!
For the last two months that the The Storm has been in the publication phase, I have been working steadily on a Study Guide to go with it. I have said more than a few times that I believe that fiction books have a lot to offer to classroom study. It offers an enhancement of the reading process, builds vocabulary and teaches the children about different genres of fiction; for example The Storm is a sample of a picture book with a circular text - it begins and ends the same way
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Jun 12 min read


Castles in the Air
A young boy, Oliver, dreams of castles and is making a model of one with playdough. He is so excited to complete it until he finds it destroyed by his cat, Baxter. What ensues is a matter of anger, hopelessness and fear until something changes. Oliver feels a spiritual lift of hope, belief and reconciliation with Baxter. I'm very pleased to announce the publication of my book, The Storm! It is now available on Amazon and Barnes and Noble and other venues. Shop around for the
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May 251 min read


Books for Teachers and Everyone Else!
It was quite a long time ago, 1987 to be precise, that I was a Teaching Assistant helping children whose first language was not English. I wasn't allowed to "teach" which was pretty hard as we are all teachers at heart, so I began using books to help the kids learn new vocabulary. It started with just reading to them but soon morphed into creating worksheets to go along with the texts. This got me noticed. I was asked to set up a seminar for other Teacher Assistants to explai
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May 192 min read


The Train to Somewhere
My Blue Angel is the name of my memoirs. I very much wanted to write a spiritual book about my life, one that could be uplifting and not just about abuse. It begins with the birth of an angel, Iris, who is assigned to watch over me. It soon becomes obvious that I need a guardian. The initial scene is of me running ahead of a train. Yes, that really happened. The train was bearing down on me as I ran across a bridge. I didn't have time to be scared; I had to beat that train. O
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May 111 min read


For the Love of Trees
Trees have always been a huge part of my life, mostly just my backyard trees but also the ones on our land near Wainwright, Alberta. There is something about them that really appeals to me and provides me a place to hide amongst them. I used to do that, hide under the trees in my backyard, the maple and the plum tree, to escape being around my unsafe family. I was quite little when I did this. I spent my time "playing" with the fairies of my imagination, using clay from our g
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May 42 min read


My Life is a Puzzle
The old adage says to write what you know and I've always thought that a good plan. In Please Tell Me Who I Am, the main character, Alexis, is a Multiple Personality. So am I. Alexis is a cutter. At one time in my life, so was I. That said, I felt very akin to Alexis. When I wrote about her having episodes of dissociation with the Goblin, I remembered who I was too, when pain was so great I needed to cut to experience something different. I'm so glad to report that that time
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Apr 272 min read


Loving the Sunshine!
In Please Tell Me Who I Am, the name Agatha Stuck came through my unconscious self in a dream.
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Apr 202 min read
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